I can hear her saying,
“Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?
Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone”
My husband absolutely loves this song and I find it quite ironic. This is exactly what I am crying out to him. I feel so lonely. I have incredible friends and he is a great husband but I feel he is just going on through life with the cruse control on. Just getting by with what he has to do but not doing the extra stuff. I know I am guilty of the same with my relationship with God but I feel I need Josh to be my spiritual leader as well. I feel I am missing that. I am missing something and not sure what to do with this knowledge. I can only encourage him so much, I can't make him do anything. I am just stuck. All I can do is pray I guess. I guess I just need God to take over from here. Why didn't I think of this before. Why didn't I think to involve God in all of this.
Dear Lord,
I want to pray right now for my husband. I pray you can lead him to be a strong leader for this family. I pray you can make him spiritually fit. Help him grow closer to you and to just simply read your word everyday. This itself will help him tremendously. Help him find out what he needs to do to get closer to you. Thank you for putting him in my life but now I need your help, I need you help so much!
I love you Lord.
